ARE YOU A HATER?

When I was young, in the summer time, my big brother and his friends would go around the neighborhood picking fights for me, everyone that he found, he would run home grab me and we would do our business, he had much enjoyment making other people feel bad, and feel pain, and quite frankly, he love to watch his sis knock some rounds down, I really didn't enjoy it, just did what my big bro said, Now that I think about it, I couldn't even imagine what they told those girls, that would make them want to fight me, but every time I fought, I won. Until one day, I was minding my own business, when my brother and his friends came in the house, we've found someone who thinks they can go rounds with you, of course, we went to find out..

I will never forget that fight, I was cremated. She was soo much bigger than me, and I was black and blue from head to toe. I would never get in trouble for fighting until I lost that 1 time, I can't remember if they just didn't know about it, cuz I came home clean, or that they was glad that I could kick some buttocks,but boy did I get into trouble, we were going swimming to a way sweet swimming pool, and I was uninvited, and you don't need to know the rest, but that was the last time I ever threw a punch again. ( except for me and my sisters scrap meets) :)

We went to the public swimming pool today, all by my lonesome, I am getting good at handling my tribe all by my self.. While we were there, I was playing with my kids in the pool, while all the other moms, sat on the side of the pool chatting and gossiping away.

I came across this group of women, we were playing next to them, and one of my kids splashed them, (not on purpose of course), and if it was, who bleepin' cares, your at the SWIMMING POOL right?

I felt my ears burning, and my nose was a itchin', and sure enough, I was overhearing them trash on me and my kids. Trash on me all you want, but when I comes to my children, the ninja comes a fighting. Do you want to know what they said, here it goes- #1 BEEP "omg, how many children does she think she needs to have anyway? #2 BEEP BEEP "I don't know but , but look she paid the price, she doesn't have a body anymore". #3 BEEP BEEP BEEP stated " She can't even control her kids".

I thought I was going to die, I thought to myself," Oh, say one more thing, and I will Kungfu Panda you right in your -----. Just as I was going to open my BIG not so shy mouth, I heard some children running over to them, I looked at them, and thought, Whatevvv- As I overheard their not so nice conversation with their children, and the mother actually raising her hand up to hit this child, it dawned on me that I didn't need to say a word, I won that fight hands down...

I am not the perfect mother, I definitely don't have the perfect body, but everyday my children know that they are my #1. I won because I know deep down that Heavenly Father loves me know matter what I look like, I do not need to look good for the lifeguards at the swimming pool, I don't need to explain myself to anyone but the ones I love, and I defiantly treat my children a lot better than what I heard today. I strive to uplift my children, not put them down.

After fighting so many times, it became easy, I became cocky, I became prideful, and confident, until that one fight, I got what was coming to me, I paid the price.

Those women will never know what I was going to say to them, they will walk away, easy, cocky, and prideful, and confident, but they will somehow get what is coming to them, THEY WILL PAY THE PRICE sooner or later.

So for being a good girl today, turning the other cheek, I think I deserve one wish- here it goes--- I wish for sooner, than later.-