Happy Birthday kid..We love you...
Your personality is growing strong, and from what I have seen I love it! you are caring and yet protective, not since little Lavi was born has no one been able to grab hold of daddy's finger so hard, but you have that touch also. I love to see you calm your daddy down when he is angry, all you have to say is..... EEE Nice Daddy!!!
When I found out I was pregnant with you and your brother, I was shocked, nervous, and anxious! I couldn't wait to match you both, and to see how different yet so alike you were going to be.
I knew you grieved when your brother passed away. I knew you knew before I.
You almost died at the end when your brother latched on to your placenta. But you knew to tell Heavenly Father before it was too late.
When you came out, everyone was worried and their attention was on your brother when he came out, but not me and your father. Our eyes were on you, and how beautiful you were, and how healthy you were.
You are your brothers strength, you are carrying his spirit with you. You will never be alone my little buddy. Your brother will always hold your path protected.
We love you so much and I am sorry you didn't get to celebrate your birthday yet. But we will when I feel better.. ofa lahi atu from your mom and family.
PS. For those who don't know, (most everyone does I think) I was pregnant, I thought I was 10 weeks, but I really was 14 weeks. I miscarried him the day before kono's birthday on April 7th, 2010. Things for some reason did not go right with the miscarriage and I hemorrhaged very bad, and was rushed to the ER, and for emergency surgery.
I will tell this story, not that I want to, but remember this is my journal, and it has to be written.
Have a beautiful Sabbath Day!
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