Wow,is it that funny that when I got on to post on this rusty thang, that I almost forgot how to do a lot of things on here? Because, I opened the page, started to write, stopped, sat back and laughed. Wow, it has been a long time.. Sorry for all you I lost as readers, but you know how it goes, family before puter!
I say Happy New Year because of this... I changed the way my life was, I changed the way my thought process was, and I changed for the better. Instead of taking one day at a time, I started taking each moment and holding it in. It was amazing to find out what really I needed to do with my life, I took hold of that and progressed as a person, a mother, and a wife.
I am still in the process of my changes, I am currently trying to go back to school, it is a hard choice, I have pondered and prayed about it, and feel it is the right thing to do. But- It doesn't change the hardness of the choice and the sacrifice which is to come!
I also am currently trying to get this now 20lbs off of me. I am down 10, but I need to lose 20 more to get back where I feel comfortable with myself and feel physically strong and healthy. I am doing Bob Harper's (guy from the biggest loser) workout video's and also going to the gym once a day.. But let me tell you, exercising is not the hard one for me, it is the food intake. Why oh why does that one have to be so stinking hard.. I am a stress eater, a lazy eater, a impulsive eater, and a junk food junky. So hopefully by December 31st. I will be at my goal, and will be able ask Santa for a new wardrobe.. right?!
I felt I lost myself, but I am slowly gaining ME back..
Stay with me and watch the transformation, spiritually, physically, and mentally, and this is one of the 8 reasons I am doing it for
Man, I feels so good to get back on here and just write my thoughts and feelings down.. I have missed it, missed you all, I will come and see my besties again soon!
Ofa Lahi Atu
1 day ago